Internet Love Stories

One after noon I was working. He walked in through the door. I couldn’t take my eyes of him. He looked so Innocent and such gentlemen. We talked , I liked him so much , I couldn’t believe that I would like a guy from the first time I meet them.

He used to attend for treatment twice a week. I could not wait to see him every time. He was so nice to me. In time i thought i had found what i was looking for . He had every thing i wanted in a guy .

For almost two years i was getting to know him , he was such a gentlemen. I loved him so much but i never told him. I kept it as a secret for so long. My heart used to beat so fast when i used to See him. I used to miss him when he wasn’t around.

One day he phoned work and he asked me to send him a photo of a piercing that i had done for him to his email , because he wanted to know how it looked. I took his email and i told him i’ll send it to him.

Later on at night i went online i sent him an email address , he replied and we ended up chatting. I was feeling so, so happy. We chatted until 2:00 am .

Can  i ask you if you like any one he asked

“Yes i do but  he doesn’t like me ” I replied

How can he not like you , you are so beautiful he said

No I’m not , i don’t really  know what to do  i can’t tell him how  i feel , because he’s too good for me  i said

you should tel him please , I’m sure he will tel that he likes you back he said

He knew that i was talking about him ..( i told him that i couldn’t tell him what his name was but his name starts with A. )

I told him that i didn’t know how to tell the guy that i likes him, and that i was afraid. He told me not to be afraid .

I told him that i would practice on him , and he can tell me of any changes i should make so i wrote :

“Dear. A..

I have never done this before, i don’t really know how to do it or what to say . so please don’t mind if i sound funny

Since the day i have met you , i could not stop thinking of you even for a minute, when you are around i smile and it feels that i have the whole world, when your not around , i think of you  , i wonder where you are , i miss you and wish that you could come sooner.

You have changed my life , if you have some one in you r life , then she is so lucky. I wish that i could be with you , I just fall for you day by day. i don’ t know what to do

Why is life so beautiful when your around? i can’t tel you how much you mean to me through words, i cant find a word to describe how i feel. you make me so happy ,you make me smile and you make my day a better day..

I feel so close to you , I feel so much love and care for you. A i think i love you….”

Is it too much? I asked him.

You know what i would say if i was A..? He asked me

My heart was beating so fast,  I was confused.

I am not too sure , what would you say? i asked him

I would say that i love you too… He replied

When he said this to me i couldn’t type for  minutes , i was just staring at the screen , Oh my god , oh my god , oh my god i think  i repeated this word 100 times, he was nudging me , my heart almost stopped of happiness, i couldn’t believe what i had read.

The he said that he wanted to see me ,I thought i was dreaming. It was too good to be real… oh my god

I was crying of happiness .I cant describe how much i loved this guy.

This conversation was on a Friday night , i saw him on Monday morning, I couldn’t believe it , He asked me to be with him, i said yes then he hugged me and kissed my forehead.

Being in his arms, wow, it was heaven for me, it was the first time that i had felt so much love , i was in love already. I never used to believe in love, being with him , thatch all i wanted , i didn’t need any thing or any one else, my word was complete.

After two years of liking him i ended up with him. We went out for 6 months maybe more i don’t really remember,

He had so much respect for me . i was deeper in love day by day.

I used to miss him even though he was next to me , I used to cry , my heart was hurting because i could feel so much love for him..

One day i asked him if he would ever leave me , he said he will never.

One day we had a small argument, It was over a very little thing. it is very normal to have an argument when your in a relationship , because if the love is very strong , it will survive , in fact you appreciate what you have more.

I was only angry for a bit, later on of the day  i contacted him, He wouldn’t answer my phone calls,

I messaged him for a week and tried calling,

Baby please call me back , im worried  whats the matter with you , why don’t you talk to me , im sorry , i’m very sorry my love , please call me back ,i miss YOUR voice , i miss you .  i was telling him for almost two weeks.

He messaged me after two weeks ” come online ” that’s all it said on the message

I was so happy ,i swiped my tears and quickly went online.

Hey babi whats wrong , I typed to him

We spoke for a bit then he said it’s over and that he wished me all the best,

I thought i was going to die, i cant believe how much i cried.

He can’t break up with me over a lil reason , why , we can get though it , this is nothing

Why babe, please don’t do this , baby i love you , i don’t think i can live with out you , i need you , i told him

no matter how much i begged he just said no no no no

Whats the reason babe , are you married? I asked him as a joke.

Yes , he said i’m married and I have two kids he said.

Oh my god I was so confused, i thought he was joking, Until I realized that he was serious.

The pain that I went though I cant not describe, I almost died , I am still sick , I ended with depression and getting panic attacks always faint and just always too quiet.

I had lost every thing.  I left my job , because I saw him every where , I couldn’t his memories where every where.

It has been a year now, I have cried a river, my heart is so broken, My heart feels like fire its burning so much i’m so much pain.

I love him so much still . Every day I go to work, I think of him, driving home I think of him. I stare a his name for hours. I have had so many other guys asking me out , i’ve tried to move on , nohing and no one compares to him . I cant do do it. I just cant move on . I can’t, I love him and I can’t do it.

I’m so in love.

I don’t have him , but he wil always be in m heart, I will love him for ever,

I’m like a crazy person now, I think every single person I see , I imagine that it is him

I saw him twice after breaking up. He drove past me and walked pass me and he just pretends that he doesnt know me . He sends me a few emails and tells me to move on and that I always look happy. He judges me by the way I look. He doesn’t know what’s going though my heart and what pain I go through. I have told him that I hated him a few times but im crazy over him.I go to a river we went together and cry there for hours. Why does he judge me by the way I look.

If I wasnt still in love with him I would have moved on the next day.

He likes hurting me , He sends me an offline message once every four to 6 months just two lines saying “ Hi how are you” when I see the offline , I cry and cry and reply so much to him he never replies back and then after another 3 months another message I get from him , Hi how are you and doesnt reply to me.

After so long I still cry thinking of him, I was a strong person before I met him, his love has made me so weak.
I know it is wrong to love him, he is married but I feel so sick and lost without him.

I don’t know what to do.

I just love him more and more each day and miss him always.

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