Internet Love Stories

I play a popular MMORPG online, and about 3 months ago I met this boy, well man since he is 26 years old. (I am 23).

Anyways we ended up grouping together and we really hit if off after me whispering him to say hi. It seems like we talked everyday. I am in a relationship and he knew this but still we flirted a lot and talked a lot about ourselves and our daily lives. I eventually ended up giving him my number, so we started talking even more via text and over the phone. He told me that he liked me, and at first I had a very hard time admitting that I liked him too especially because I am in a relationship.

The more we talked, the more he was into me, he called me amazing almost on a daily basis and told me that the more we talked the more he liked me. I was very cautious of my feelings I really liked him as well and finally he earned my trust and I started reciprocating my feelings as well. We made plans for him to come see me but I chickened out and told him I couldnt go through with it and hurt my current boyfriend. Whom I dont love anymore but whom I respect. I cant bring myself to end that relationship due to a lot of complications it would bring, and also I am very comfortable in it.

Anyways we somehow ended up talking again and after some insight on how he felt about the situation I agreed and said that I would meet. Because like him I now felt that not meeting him would be the biggest regret in my life. For weeks all I cant think about is seeing this man, of kissing him and making love with him. There was nothing else in my life even having sex with my boyfriend involved him, I couldnt climax without picturing hearing him moan in my mind. I really started falling for him, hard. And everyday I wanted to go home and tell my boyfriend that our relationship was over and pack my bags and leave. But it wasnt that simple, he lives in America and I live in a different country entirely.

So for the time being I was content with having him come visit me. Everyday I thought about what it would be like to kiss him and to hold each other and I would tell him how I felt and he would reply back with how excited he was to finally be able to be with me, even if just for a couple of days. He intoxicated my every thought and was present in my every thought. So much so that I had a very hard time concentrating on anything but the thought of him. His texts became my favourite part of my day and the thought of seeing him became the most important thing in my life.

2 days ago we were about our usual conversation me telling him how much I wanted him and him telling me the same thing back. Then a day later (yesterday) he hadnt texted me so I texted him and asked him if I had upset him. to which he said nope, but that he couldnt come to see me anymore because he had met someone else. and that was it. I have never hurt so bad in my life, than when I read that. My heart stopped beating and the only thought in my brain was WHY!? I would do anything to be with this man. He had promised to wait for me forever and stupidly I believed him. I am a realist and knew that a relationship between us was impossible and still he made me believe that if we wanted it enough it could become a reality.

I feel so stupid for trusting in him, and even tho we were not in a relationship I feel dumped. I dont want to kiss anyone else but him now. I will be ending my relationship with my boyfriend shortly. I guess I can be thankful to him for that atleast my feelings for him have given me the courage to do the right thing.

So, if you are reading this, please take my advise make sure you really want to share yourself with someone on the net before doing it and avoid ending up with a broken heart like me.

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I had my laptop for nearly a year, and been using it for internet for only a couple months. I sat squished tight to my bedroom window to try and pick up my best friend Carrie’s wireless internet from a couple blocks away. we would IM each other and share photos and take online quizzes. One website we used was Zenhex, and after going back time and again for quizzes i found the forum of the site and started to look around on there.

My friend and I would write stories together, incorperating ourselves into it, and on the website i saw they had an whole section for people who enjoyed role-playing. i never had realized that’s what we were doing, so i started looking into it and eventually joined a few Rps (role-plays). That’s where i met Michael, i joined an Rp he started and clicked on a link in his signature, which took me to his website he was starting, a webstie just for Role Playing. i was the first member other than him. we started talking, i was excited about helping him grow his website and make friends wtih which to embark on fantasy adventures with. but no one really joined, and the ones that did were hardly on and didnt participate. so Michael and myself started Rps with just us, and after a couple months of talking everyday we exchanged numbers, i dont remember who called who first, i just remember i thought he was 35, his voice was so deep! He was nearly 16 at that time and i had just turned 17. we fell in love, we would rp and be together in our hearts and minds, through the rps we could go anywhere together, be anything we wanted, time and distance had no meaning for us…

But there was a problem, i had a boyfriend. My boyfriend had moved in with me because his mom kicked him out. he was abusive towards me, shoving me down, against the wall. he was also mentally abusive, telling me i was stupid and childish. he was just a horrible person, and i was a little afraid of him.

but Michael and Myself still loved each other, he know about my situation, and came up June 5th 2007, from GA w(with his parents)where he lived, to MI where i live. we went to the zoo and spent time together, it was wonderful. we had been talking since January 19th.

I was so happy and in love, he left after 3 days. And that’s when trouble started… I had given my heart completly to him, and when he got home, he started another online relationship with some girl from Canada, he met her on The Hex(nickname for Zenhex) as well. i didnt know for three months, when he sent a message to me that he meant for her. i was so hurt. i loved him with all my heart, i cared about him, and he was just telling me he loved me, and telling the other girl too. i couldnt get him to stop talking to her, and he fell in love with two other girls in his school, one is the girl he has loved all his life, she has never cared for him in anyway, then another girl who… well, is very loose in her favors… for money, if you know what i mean. but she is older and wanted nothing to do with him. i was so hurt, he told these other girls he loved them everyday, he thought about them all the time. he had his life-long love on his myspace before me, i aske dhim to take her off, she never paid attention to him, didnt visit his page(she is engaged to a guy with a job and a future) she wouldnt care, but he refused, he chose a girl who wouldnt spit on him if he was on fire over me.

we broke up. i dated another guy, not online. He dated a 13 year old girl online(at this time he was almost 17) and they had phone relations, with her mother listening in to everything! we started talking again and i wanted to get back with him, and he wanted to get back with me. we started talking, but he kept talking to her too, the 13 year old girl. i had broke up with the guy i was dating, i never cared about him at all, but Michael had fallen in love with this fat 13 year old girl. He knew here for 2 days then they were engaged and he was going to buy her a ring! never had he ever considered doing that for me.

we were talking on the phone once, then she called and i told him he should take her call and tell her to leave him alone, we were back together. well he started talking to her and hung up on me! i called and called and called and called… for two hours, until finally he answered, only because she told him to break up with me!! i started crying, why was he doing this we had been together for a year! we loved each other, he was with her for 2 weeks! he said she was crying, and he didnt want her sad! he’d rather see me sad and hurt!

well, i convinced him to stay with me, she called back and he didnt answer, we got off the phone and online, i logged onto his yahoo(he gave me his info, he didnt have the heart to end it with her) and i posed as him and told her it was over and to leave him alone.

things were rocky for a bit, but he came up here for my senior prom. we were so in love. i didnt want him to go back, the cost of going up and down to see each other was so much… we knew it would be a long time before we could see each other again, so he didnt go back, he had flown up here on a plane, he ripped up his ticket… it was so wonderful…

we have lived together for a year now, he is finishing his last year of high school here then we are going to GA to attend college and live, we are engaged to be married.

We had a horribly rocky relationship, but since we have been together everything has been good, i cant stand to be away from him…

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