30
April
2009

Well, this is a story about how I met “The One”.  I met him on a chat site. I’ve never thought much of him since we didn’t really have much things in common “online”. As a year past, he stopped coming online but then one day he came back out of know where. We talked found each others interests gradually I added him to msn. He lives two hours plane ride away from me.

As weeks went past, we got to know more and more of each other. For about three months. He’s currently 18 years old studying in Uni. Even though we didn’t know what we do outside of internet life he is very sweet. He doesn’t want me, going off with people such as hanging with my mates. He always gets so jealous when that happens. He’s insecure.

 

I don’t blame him, I do a lot of crap but I never try to do anything to hurt him. I like him to bits. My heart aches so much, that’s how much I like him. Now we’re only being ‘friends’ but I will be seeing him sometime soon in the next 5-6 weeks. Depends if I have time to go down to see him. He’s a virgin, he doesn’t want to lose it to anyone. He wants to give it to someone special.

 

To be continued….

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5
April
2009

heej, i want to tell you my story. 
im a girl, and i love a boy, but the distance between us make it so hard and…
all the song reminds of you.

okay it all start for 2 years ago, i was at my cousin in a country far away from my, and i had a really good time at my cousin, you can say the boys at my cousin was really into me, and they all want to be with me, so i had fun with it, i start to like a boy and when i came home to my country i did miss him of course but i know love over internet dosent work, so it was not that hard to look at him like a friend.

then my cousin came to me for some time, and one day we was on her chat and one of the boys i met when i was at her write to her, and then i answer. i cant tell his name but i will call him shy guy. But then i answer and he want my mail so i  gav him my mail. we start to write, and i ask why he didnt talk to me when i was in his country, because he was the only boy that i was with who didnt want my attention, and just was quiet. He just told that he dont know because he was shy. So then i knew that.

We start to write more and more together, and everyday after school i was on and wait for him and we chat all the night. i start to fall more and more in love with him and that was strange because he is a emo shy guy, not really my style so. But in love i was, i am. suddenly something happend and he was never on any more, so i forgot him a little bit after some time, but then one day he wirte to me that he got a new mail and that he hope i remember him, i told him yes,  i had decided that i didnt want to be in love with him again, because it hurts so bad. So then he start to write all the time again, and that im beautiful, lovely, sweet and that he like me and want to be with me and all that stoff like last time, but i was cold and i just answer you too and hehe your sweet. but after some time i couldnt hold it anymore and i yes, i was in love again, and there was 30 days to i return to be with my cousin, so i came to her for second time and i was happy to be back, then the day came and i was going to meet him, and the other boys, and my heart was completely up and running, then he came, so beautiful.. and he didnt talk to me and he didnt look at me..

what was happened? so i start to talk with the other boys and i told that i think shy guy was stupid because he didnt talk and that he was importen, and then he told his friends it was because he was bad at english!!! what! and that he only want to talk if we was alon, so then i drew him with me behind a wall, and he said he dont know why he didnt talk, and then he did like he want to kiss and ask “can i?”, i was like YES YES YES! so that was our number 1 kiss:I. and we kissed everyday i was there and we was so in love, then i came home, and i write him and we was in love and it was so hard and then we just talk everyday on the internet and you know.

Then for 2 weeks ago he just stop to come on and he dont write me and my heart is so broken and i´am really confused, he told my cousin its because his so busy with work. but i dont know, maybe he want to forget me, maybe he have been fake all the time, i dont know, i cant forget him, but i try…..

confused.
i love you.

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