Well after that we talked about meeting, but I was kind of apprehensive because I wasn't totally honest with my internet friend and I wasn't really trusting of the internet. I had heard bad stories about people coming to your house with out your consent and so and so forth.

Well months and months went by and he was still talking about coming to see me and I was still telling him no. Well then a year went by and he told me he really wanted to come see me and he just couldn't understand why if I cared for him and confessed my love for him why he couldn't come to see me well.

After a little over a year went by and we still hadn't met but talked everyday he told me "you gotta be lying to me about something". I told him no even though I was. Well he said ok and we continued to talk. Our love for each other got deeper and deeper and my fear to tell him the truth got worse and so I just couldn't bring myself to tell him I wasn't who he thought I was at all.

Well almost two years into this whole mess I had gotten myself into, I finally told him that the me that he pictured was a lie and that I know he would hate me for it because he hates liars. He then told me, "You're right... I hate you... Goodbye". And I have never talked to him again.

I know it was may fault for lying and I hate that I did it but I can't change that situation now. I can only go on now and I never lie like that. I tell other people - make sure you're honest because you could lose someone you really love. Like I did....

"Lynn"