Shana and Michael: It all
started last July. I was baby sitting my younger cousin Kristian while my
aunt was out of town for the weekend. As it was getting late I put Kristian
to bed and I began to watch TV...
She's From: United States He's From: United Kingdom
In April of "99" I met Malcolm, on line.
I was in a marriage that was dead but I didn't have the courage to
In fact other than talking about the divorce
my husband and I are still together but we are more like room mates than
husband and wife, he lives downstairs and I live upstairs.
There is no affection of any kind and when we communicate it's usually
fighting. But for financial reasons he continues to live here. The night
I met Malcolm, I was home alone as I usually am and I was so lonely, I
couldn't bear it so I went to chat on Yahoo, I hadn't done much chatting
before but when I signed on the screen soon lit up with many men trying
to get my attention to them, actually that night I was trying to be nice
and not offend anyone and tried to talk to about 5 at the same time.
Then one man stood out and he and I started talking and it was just like
we had been old friends for years. I found out he was from England and
with the fire brigade and I told him I was from the States and worked as
a customer service mgr. We talked about our children, the fact that he
was two and a half years my junior, Then abruptly he said "I have to go,
my Dad's had a heart attack, I have to go sorry".
Well I just thought he was bored with me, so I said my goodbye's, but
before he left he asked if he could put me on his friends list and I
agreed. Later that night I sent him an instant message saying I hoped
his Dad was o.k. About three days later I got a message back, telling me
thanks for my concern, and when could we talk again.
About two days later we talked again and sent pictures, oh my god he was
handsome and he thought I was beautiful, so it began and we met on line
on a regular basis, finally one day he said why don't you give me your
number and I can ring you, so I gave him my mobile and work numbers and
to my surprise he called my work, I heard his voice and nearly melted it
was so deep and sexy.
So now it's almost two years later and we have had our ups and downs but
through it all we are still communicating and he has admitted he loves
me and I have admitted the same, but we have obstacles. He has asked me
to come there to live and I want to go but the problem is I have debts
and have tried to get a work visa in his country but can't, and he wants
to come to the states but has a small boy he doesn't want to take from
his mother even though he has custody.
I am afraid to meet him, if there is no way for us to be together,
because if we meet and then find out we have to wait a long period to be
together it will just kill me. I know in my heart that we are soulmates,
because I have never in my life felt this way about another person.
There is a song I heard not too long ago called "Love Will Find A Way"
and I believe that, hopefully soon I will write you and tell you some
good news and we can add more to this story.