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Then one day I looked up some websites
for my favorite cartoon show which was "The Powerpuff Girls." One of the
links that I received was "http://www.powerpuff.com/gt/" I didn't know
at the time that this link would take me to a person that I would love
forever. When I first went to powerpuff.com I discovered a message board
called "GT" which is short for Girltalk, but it wasn't just for girls.
There were a lot of guys there too.
I registered the name "BlossomCool" there
and started exploring the place. I wrote in the fanfiction section and
browsed through the main board and the fanart board. I absolutely loved
the website. I talked to many people, joined clubs, and made many new
friends. But I couldn't help but notice a certain person whom people
thought was a pest to GT. His nickname was "ACE1".
He made some weird posts, and many
inappropriate ones. He was disliked by many people for some reasons I
still don't know. When I talked to some of my new GT friends about him
they told me to avoid him, so I believed them and stayed out of his way
and tried to forget about him.
Later in the Summer, I was staying at my
grandparents. Luckily, they had a laptop, so I was still able to go to
my favorite website. But, they had a system called "Mindspring", and I
didn't know about being able to download AIM (aol instant messenger) at
the time, so I wasn't able to talk to my friends like I was able to in
AOL. I didn't mind a whole lot though, because I could still communicate
with them through GT's message board.
Around August, Ace1 began to email me at
my grandparents address. I didn't see what was really wrong with him, so
I began to talk with him more often. Surprisingly, we became what you
could call "friends." He told me that he had a friend of his who wanted
to meet me. He said that his friends nickname was "RrB Brick Y2K". Since
I was still without AOL instant messenger, I met Brick in Yahoo! instant
messenger. We talked for while, and then he asked me out over the net. I
said yes because I thought that this guy was really nice and sweet. Ace1
occasionally emailed me and asked how my "relationship" was going with
his friend Brick. We exchanged emails like that for the rest of the
summer while my love for Brick grew and grew.
I went back home to AOL in September and continued everything that had
happened over the Summer. Yet, one day I realized that Brick only
emailed me with his Yahoo! address. I knew that most people have an
Internet service that they pay for, so I asked him what his other
address was. He told me that it didn't work well or something like that,
I don't quite remember. But I began to get curious. Then one day it hit
me. I knew how to find out if the person I loved was my Ace1 friend. I
checked Ace1's IP numbers for his email address and it matched Brick's
Yahoo! address IP numbers. When I finally came to my senses I accused
Ace1 of being Brick, and Brick of being Ace1, both denied it. This was
the time when I started seeing the bad side of my friend "Ace1." I don't
know what drove him to do it to me, maybe it was me accusing him of
being Brick. But he started sending me the sickest mail.
I literally began to feel sick after reading his emails. He even once at
powerpuff.com said that he was dying of cancer, then emailed me the next
day saying it was all just a joke. I began to hate him and wondered why
I didn't listen to my friends. Meanwhile, I tried to put the IP address
thing out of my head and my relationship with Brick grew even more. We
began to become really close and I started to share things with him that
I thought I would never tell to anyone. I was able to talk to him
easily, and I felt so comfortable around him.
I had heard about the stories about
people who got killed because they shared too much information with a
strange person on the Internet and they were stalked or something. But I
seemed to forget that, luckily nothing like that happened. Before I knew
it Brick and I started to exchange some "I love you's" and an occasional
kiss or two. I had actually fallen in love with a person that I had
never met. It scared me a little, but at the same time, I realized that
I really was in love with this guy. I would think about him wherever I
went. All I wanted to do all day was sit at my computer and be with him.
Soon I got to the point where I couldn't stand Ace1 anymore and I looked
over the IP address thing again. Tears came to my eyes when I remembered
this because I couldn't stand to think that the pervert named Ace1 could
actually be Brick, the one I literally loved, in disguise. I confronted
Brick about this matter again, and he told me that he wouldn't do that
to me. Ace1 on the other hand said that he was doing this to Brick on
purpose so that I would dump him. Which I really had no intention of
doing. Ace1 said that he had changed Brick's IP numbers to look like
his. I thought that this was ridiculous.
I tried to put this out of my mind, once again. But, this time the
thoughts wouldn't go away. A few days later, Ace1 IM'd me and the
conversation started out with us just insulting each other. Further into
it, he told me that he had a gun to his head, and that all I had to do
was tell him to shoot. I was shocked by this statement, and told him
that no one deserved to die, not even him, no matter how bad they might
treat someone. I told him that I would never wish that upon anyone. He
told me that he put down the gun, and I later found out that it was just
a fake gun he was holding. But either way I didn't want him to harm
himself.
I started to talk to him like a friend
again, and he talked to me the same way back. It felt so good to be kind
to him again, for I hate being rude. I then asked him to please tell me
the truth, whether he really was "RrB Brick Y2K" or not. He asked me, if
I really loved Brick, and I answered "yes." He then asked me to give him
a minute to type out what he wanted to say to me. I waited for those few
moments like my life was depending on it, I was so anxious to know what
he was going to say to me I nearly fainted. For his answer I knew, would
tell me if he really was the one I loved, Brick.
When what he typed finally came through
in the IM I read it and literally burst into tears. He told me that he
was really Brick, the one I loved, and that he was sorry for what he had
done. He said that he only sent me that mail so that I would get rid of
him in his Ace1 form so that he could remain as Brick, my boyfriend. The
last thing he told me was to please not stop loving Brick, because he
never stopped loving me. At the very end of the IM, he kissed me and
told me that the next time I saw him he would appear as the one I love
again, Brick.
After that conversation, I tried to never
bring Ace1 up again in a conversation with Brick because I didn't want
to hurt him. Even though he was Ace1, I never left him, and I don't plan
to ever leave him. He has changed since Ace1 and he is now a kind,
caring, sweet guy. He has done so many sweet things for me that they are
uncountable. He is now known as RrB Brick Y2K, and he told me that Ace1
is gone forever and it not coming back ever again. I love Brick very
much, and even though many people don't like that we still date, we are
still together. We have even exchanged phone numbers so that if either
one of us ever looses the Internet, we will always have the phone. There
isn't much about me that he doesn't know now, and vice-versa.
We've been dating for almost a year now,
and I still love him like I did at the very beginning. My love for him
will never fade, and I know that for a fact. Even though we haven't
known each other really for that long yet, I feel like I've known him
forever.
During the time we've been together,
(after the Ace1 thing that is) many people have told us to break up, and
that we shouldn't be together. Yet, we never listen to them. My love for
Brick is very strong, and in case he ever reads this, I want him to
know, that it always will be. And maybe even some special day, I'll be
able to meet him.
"Blossom"
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