I was in a UK chat room chatting away to another English guy then I saw Stewie enter. Stewie said hi room and I said hello back because I know what it's like when no-one says hi. Anyways we started chatting in the room. He was such a gentleman, he asked if he could PM me (Private Message) so i said sure. Wow I couldn't believe how much we had in common. We chatted for hours, even saw each other's picture's on our profiles we had on yahoo.

We even added each other to our buddy list. Well we finally found the courage to log off and get some sleep. The next day I logged on to catch up but he wasn't online *sad face*. He wasn't online for at least a few weeks and they were the worse weeks of my life. I constantly thought about him every minute of every day and thought to myself "right when he logs on next I just have to tell him how I feel. I was totally scared of losing a wonderful friendship but I knew somehow he was my soul mate.

I logged on one day to find Stewie online. We both PM'd each other and I finally came out and told him how I felt. To my surprise, he felt the same! I can't tell you how wonderful I felt. We now speak on the phone all the time like 8hr conversations every time and we find it so hard to hang up. We chat online every day and spend over 10hrs online together. 

Yes we have had our ups and downs like all couples, only because of the 9,000 miles we are apart from each other it hurt likes hell not being with the one you love. Today after 15 months of knowing Stewie we are still together. We haven't met in person yet due to financial difficulties, but I do know in my heart that one day we will be together. Stewie is my life, my world, my lover, my soul mate all rolled into one. 

I have never met a guy like Stewie before. He's the most wonderful thing that has happened to me since my marriage failed. I also have a beautiful 5yr old son and the best part about all this is Stewie loves me and my son. We both can't wait to meet Stew. If you see this website hun, I just want to say that I love you to death, I miss you like crazy and I want to dedicate this song to you - you know who sings it - it's our love song. Love you baby...

I LOVE YOU

I must be crazy now
Maybe i dream too much
But when i think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear 
If only you were mine

I wish i could go back
To the very first day i saw you
Should've made my move
When you looked in my eyes
'Cause by now i know that
You'd feel the way that i do
And you'd whisper these words
As you lie here by my side

I love you, please say you love me too
These three words, they could
Change our lives forever
And i promise you that we
Will always be together
'Til the end of time

So today i finally find the courage
Deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body can't move
When i finally get to it
Like a thousand times before
Then without a word
You handed me this letter
Read i hope this finds the way
Into your heart, it said

I love you, please say you love me too
'Til the end of time

Well maybe i, i need a little love
Maybe i, i need a little care
Maybe you, maybe you need somebody
Just to hold you
If you do, just reach out, i'll be there
I will be your light, shining through your eyes

I LOVE YOU STEWART WITH ALL MY HEART BODY AND SOUL

"Tammy"

UPDATE 2002!

Stewart and I finally met. He flew in on 9th August, we are now engaged and have a baby on the way. We are trying to extend Stew's visa, he is meant to be going back to England on 4th November so I'm hoping they won't knock it back for him to stay another 3 mths.

"Tammy"