On September 25, 2000 I met Joshua. Joshua and I weren't at all looking for a relationship, in fact for months we spent most of our energy ignoring each other (ha ha) and would tell someone they were extremely stupid if they were to tell us we were going to be in a relationship. 

Anyways... Oh, I would like to add that I live in America and him in Australia and he is the same age as I. Well, me and Josh about early 2001 started actually talking and believe it or not we were so much alike, yet different. We slowly fell in love and finally confused our feelings even though we felt "bloody crazy" in April. Ever since then and even before we chatted every night for 3 or more hours. 

We have hit much adversity... his parents agreed to let him come to see me... but then they changed their minds. Then my mother said I could go there and my step-father agreed but then we hit major money problems. We had to sell everything we owned (except the bare essentials and my computer of course). I had to change schools in my sophomore year. After 5 years of being with the same friends and all these changes. I know one thing will never change... his love for me. 

This Christmas or sometime soon after that I hope we will meet. I know young love often changes, but this one won't. People say you just know when you find your other soul. Well, I just know. 

"Samantha"