Anyway I was talking to a few people when someone said "who in here thinks Burkey is fit?" I said no, he is ugly as a joke. I sent him a message telling him it was ok I was only joking and he was fit really. We got talking and I thought he had a great personality and he was also very gorgeous.

We arranged times when we would meet on the internet and talk he was amazing he gave me every compliment under the sun! One day he asked for my mobile number while we were in chat, I gave him it as I
just badly wanted to hear his voice.
 

He rang me we were both kind of shy and he had the sexiest voice ever! I was too shy to say it down the phone so I wrote onto the chatroom that he had a sexy voice. He sent me messages nearly every day and it was so sweet, I was falling for him so much. We had been talking for about 1 and a half months everything was great i felt like i had knew him forever.

I had to go to Scotland because my auntie died. I felt bad because I wouldn't get to speak to Stephen but he rang me and I rang him. It wasn't so bad, my dad was going home the next day and I asked if I could go with him only problem is I would have to watch the house on my own. Gave me a thought. I came home and logged onto the internet and asked if he wanted to meet up on Wednesday he said yes. I didn't see a problem as no-one would be in, but I thought I should take a friend so I took my cousin Candy. He came down on the train and we went to meet him at 11.00am in the morning. When I saw him, I could not have been happier. He was totally amazing! I gave him a hug and we walked back to my house. I couldn't take my eyes off him. When we got, in I didn't know what to do, so I sat next to him and started talking. My friend Dominic knocked on the door so I let her in. Candy made us all go upstairs, I wonder why....

But anyway they ran off and left me and Stephen alone in the room. I was bumbling about making general rubbish talk. We were lying on my bed looking out my window just talking when he suddenly grabbed me and kissed me. I thought thank god for that! Well I have never kissed a lad so much in one day in my life. It was great but I spoiled it and said "I love you". I don't know why, it just came out. Needless to say, I didn't get a reply and I felt so stupid.

When he had to leave that night I was upset and I cried I thought I would never see him again. I rang him about 8.00pm when I thought he would be in and it rang then cut off then I thought take that as I don't wanna see u ever again. I tried ringing again and he answered. I asked if he was going online. When he was on, we talked about everything that happened during the day and how good it was. We decided to start going out with each other.  Things couldn't have been better. I told him I would come to his house the following Thursday. I took my cousin Candy with me as a 2 hour journey ain't so fresh on your own.

When we got there I saw him and a friend standing waiting. I just ran up to him and we kissed. We got a taxi back to his house and went upstairs again we started kissing and then we decided to go for a burger it was great. He wanted to buy me some earrings but I wouldn't let him. I was so happy to be holding the hand of the sexiest man alive! He told me he loved me before I left. I wasn't too sure if he said it out of guilt for last weeks performance. His dad dropped me and my cousin off at the train station and told me to bring my overnight bag next time I came down.

When I got home, I told my mum and dad all about it and they wanted to meet him so he came down again and my dad picked him up, on his own. We had been going out for a good month now and everything was great. He stayed overnight but in separate rooms. The next time that he came down we ended up having sex. I lost my big V to him because I felt that he was special and wasn't like most lads trying to get into your knickers.

It kept like this for a good 5 months before I was invited to stay at his house for two weeks while his mum and dad were on holiday. He came downstairs and kissed me and there was a ring -  he asked me to marry him!! I didn't say no, it felt great having it on my finger and I knew he would be mine forever.

I ended up staying at his house for a month. I loved him so much and I knew he felt the same. I was forever talking about stephen and I could never bear the thought of being apart from him. Now we have been together a year and things couldn't be better. We are getting married next year if everything goes according to plan. I love you so much Stephen, you're my whole world and I love you XXX

"Kelly"