I sent a couple of e-mails. Funny thing is 4 guys responded, liked my pic, I would do the here e-mail, there e-mail thing with them but nothing really captivated me.......did I mention all but one guy e-mailed (had to be my favourite of the group). Well guess what???... he finally did...we started e-mailing on the 24th of Sept ...did the instant messenger that night for 4 hours.....we e-mailed on Monday, I dislike typing on this thing so I gave him my cell #....

On Sept 26th, he called ...we started at 10:00p.m and didn't put down the phone until 5:30 the next morning...7 1/2 hours!

We talked about everything and anything. He even walked outside and looked up to the sky and named a star after me; he said no matter what happened every time he looked up and saw that bright star he would remember me. There were even times that there was complete silence but it was the most peaceful, spiritual, relaxing moment I think either of us had experienced. It was as if we had become one over miles and miles of distance.  

Neither of us can explain it. We just know that we had this amazing spiritual connection...like the type when there is no one else in the world but just the two of you. Where you can fall back millions of feet and that person will be there to catch you. Fast Forward through the week, the prior scene reoccurs numerous times...We live 260 miles away, he happened to be coming down close to my area for a business meeting and we decided to meet this past weekend...We planned on meeting in a hotel...about 70 miles from my house (my friend and I took the trip together) and he met us there......We met exactly 96 hours after our first phone conversation...

At first it was awkward but after an hour I went back to being my full of personality self. We went to a dance club and had an unbelievable time. We went back to the hotel. He ended up hanging out with my friend and I for awhile...then I went back to his room with him....I've never been the type to sleep with someone on a first date but I felt like we had known each other for years; almost as if we had made love somewhere else; a long time ago; kind of like two powers were separated sometime ago and reunited...

I have never made love with anyone like I did on Saturday night...there were these amazing words that were heard but never spoken....okay fast forward again to Sunday.....(I am thinking this whole time that I have finally found someone on the internet that I am actually going to have a meaningful relationship with). We wake up together after snuggling the whole night ..I go back to my room. We all get dressed and go to lunch.....fast forward to lunch at the restaurant. We have what I thought was normal lunch conversation on 3 hours sleep. We drive back to the hotel (all 3 of us). He asks me if I will walk him to his car. I do....He kisses me passionately ; tells me we knew this was going to happen and that he would call me when he got home...(I drive home thinking how great it felt to be somewhat in love and how wonderful
this whole experience had been so far). 

I get home 3 hours later and the hours pass. It's midnight and I still haven't heard from him....he should have been home by now.....I start questioning the whole weekend in my mind thinking what could possibly be wrong and at the same time I am wondering if he had been in a car accident or something. Well I kept calling all his #'s and no answer....morning came and with it the realization that maybe he didn't like me as much as I liked him.....My friend and I analysed everything we possibly could and she herself (3rd party view) said she thought he was totally into me....

Well come to find out this morning (I asked my friend to call him at his office) he said I was great but we didn't have anything in common. My heart has shattered into 30 millions pieces and even as I am typing this tonight the tears still sting at my eyes. I received an e-mail from him apologising for not calling but saying just what he had told my friend previously this morning. He typed in the e-mail that he would never be able to describe the amazing bond that we had through those conversations but we had nothing in common in person...I actually thought we did...but oh well....

I actually have an e-mail that he sent me (on Thurs), that I would love to share. It totally describes out emotions through the past week...he even told me we had shared some type of love......I guess I am the fool for falling so fast so hard...I haven't mentioned my age but I am 25 (attractive but very tired of the whole club/bar scene). I actually believed that he was the one...we talked about marriage and having kids...it's like all of this past week is such a whirlwind to me right now....

Well, I remembered your site and thought about e-mailing my story. It doesn't matter if you put this on the site or not...it's actually been kind of therapeutic in it's own way to type all this... You know something , even though my heart is hurting right now (and I have probably lost about 10lbs today in water weight from my tears) I don't regret anything about the past week.

The feeling and emotion I shared with this person was such a unique, tender and beautiful thing that I will never forget him nor the experience as long as I live.....I would even do it all over again....

Thanks again for listening to my story, I appreciate it.

"Morgan"