Now, We had met in a chatroom neither of us frequent anymore because the place sucks, honestly, but that's another matter..

At the time, I was cyber-dating someone else.. The relationship wasn't that great, and honestly, Chris and I never really talked that often, except for when we had something to say.. Well.. The day my cyber girlfriend at the time told me a huge confession, I was hurt, naturally, and Chris was there for me.. A mutual friend at the time suggested her and I date, and we never really thought about it until then.. We talked about it on ICQ, and then we started cyber dating...

I felt I rushed in too soon, so I broke with her for a week, and decided to go back with her.. We had started cybering and talking on the phone. We exchanged pictures, and I liked what I saw.. Well.. After a while, we talked about meeting.. First thought was in November, but things fell through.. Then Christmas came up.. Her parents bought me a return ticket, as a present to both of us.. All I needed was permission from my parents.

Now, I live in Ontario, and she lived in Illinois.. It was a nice flight down, getting there at 2:30am.. I enjoyed the time I spent there.. We lost our virginity to each other.. Then I had to come home early because of some problems.. (we had problems since November). Two days after I got home, we broke up, because she wanted to work on school. Two days after that, she was with someone else, and is marrying him in October. I was really hurt by all this, and yeah, I took it out on her. It was a mistake, but I never regretted what we had, while she did... 

I've moved on.. And I'm meeting someone from Michigan, a mere 5 hour drive.. I'm hoping things will work better between her and I than it did between my ex and I.

"Mike"