She lives in California and I live in DE clear across the country from each other. This story is very deep. Very Very deep. Its actually hard to see a male show through his true heart and feelings so here it is:

Kris my Love,

Listen sweetie, I know you were tired last night but it hurt me to not let me say I love you back and you see it.

I thought we agreed to never go to sleep upset or confused. I love you so much I knock myself off guard by all my love for you, I don't know where all these emotions are coming from but damn I love this feeling. I guess its the feeling of true love nothing less.

When I see you for the first time in May I'll be speechless for about a minute because all I'll want to do is hold you tight to my chest show you the feeling of what safeness is the feeling of what love feels like something im sure like me you will feel for the very first time. Kristen I want you in my life forever. I want you to be the one to bear our children. I can honestly see why Joe fell for you so hard and fast you are so lovable and you give off the feeling of love.

Now I know for a fact you probably don't actually realize how much I love you, and like me i'm sure I don't know how much you love me that's something that we will both feel face to face heart to heart when we first meet. That will be the feeling we have both longed for all our lives and it will finally happen. I told you I loved you from the start but it all actually started the first time you struck an argument with me I sat there and thought about how can she make me so mad but me want you so much? Till this day I will wander that and I'm sure I will for the rest of our lives together. That is a landing in our relationship cause that's when we both started really getting feelings towards one another. I don't think with spending the rest of my life with you will I ever have enough time let alone breath to explain how much and show you how much I love you. I want you with me for the rest of my life and I will say this one thing before I end this letter.

I love you so much it actually brings tears to my eyes knowing you love me as much if not more back. You are what I think of when I first wake up, you are who I wish to see in the bathroom when I get in the shower, you are the one that I dream about at night and you are my everything - heart, body and soul. I never ever in my life once thought I would say those words and be so true to them and actually feel the love when I said it. I Love You Kris So So So So Much. I hope you can see it. I'm sure this letter will make you cry but you have to understand I am soon going to let some stuff out to you that just might blow your mind and throw you off track for a few seconds but I will say this - I love you and you can see it now from our conversation the other night when you got really excited. I want you to feel like that forever never a dull moment in our lives I want you to share everything with me I just want YOU!.

I love you sweetie - God do I love you.
Sweet dreams.
Love forever and a day,

"Michael"