Shana and Michael: It all
started last July. I was baby sitting my younger cousin Kristian while my
aunt was out of town for the weekend. As it was getting late I put Kristian
to bed and I began to watch TV...
She's From: ? He's From: ?
I wanted to take the time to tell my
story if I could.
First off I want to start off by saying be honest, even if things don't
go like you want tell the truth from the start.
Well here is my story. I was new to the
computer I only had it for about a month when one night I was very bored
just playing around I thought I would get on line in yahoo chat to see
what people was doing after a few crazy people and comments I was pmed
by this guy his screen name was dnice.
Well we started out talking and seemed to hit it off right off we had
been talking for a few weeks we would see each other and soon as we did
we pmed the talks was great then after a while he had a problem with his
computer and had to change his screen name he changed it to shadowcon.
Well anyway, the talks got longer and longer
to where it was a every night thing we met at 12 every night to talk
till 2 am well after a while into the talks, we asked each other about
how we looked.
He told me about himself first then I got
scared I lied to him about my weight cause I didn't know how to tell him
how I really looked. I had really liked him and was afraid he would not
like me if he knew. Well we had been talking for months and things
started to get really serious. I finally could not take it anymore so
one night when we was on line I told him I had lied to him and needed to
tell him the truth he seemed very understanding at first he had to get
off line so he asked me to email him to explain and I did that night I
poured my guts out to this man in a email and sent a pic I was so afraid
of what the next day would bring.
Well that next day the phone rang it was him. He had not checked his
email but was getting ready to leave for work and wanted to call to tell
me he loved me before he left. I begged him to look at his email and he
said he would after work. Well as the night went on he had called me
from his work and we talked for awhile but then he had to go. I know I
should have just told him on the phone but I couldn't.
He promised to read them when he got home
that night I watched for him online at our usual time he never showed
right then I knew something was wrong but for 2 weeks I sat at our
regular time and place waiting and heard nothing. It was like he never
had been real. He never spoke to me again and I lost him anyway.
Two months later I still miss him very much
and I still feel very strong for him but because I had lied I lost him,
so my advice to you is tell the truth from the beginning take the chance
if you don't you can still lose in the end.
Thank you for listening to my story. I have
since moved on but I have learned my lesson I never lied this time I am
with someone now and I started out telling the truth from the start.