He asked me where I was from and I told him and then I asked him and he said he was from Egypt, then I really didn't want to chat with him cause he was from another country, then I thought id be mean if I didn't. So I kept chatting with him asking questions and being friendly...well we added each other to our buddy list because it felt comfortable to chat with him after all.

After a while like about 6 months of chatting he asked me for my number and we would talk on the phone and send emails everyday as well as chatting. We then started feeling closer and closer and it got to the point to where we were falling in love, only one problem, I am married and I never told him this, another thing was that i lied about what I looked like, I never sent him a pic of me, though he did and I would even see him on cam.
 

I also lied to him about my age, and I just felt bad telling him all this after falling in love with him cause I wasn't expecting to fall in love with him in the first place. Then one day he wanted for us to meet and he wanted to come to visit my country with permission from his country and I told him okay, after that I never came online wouldn't answer my phone calls when ever he'd call. After a while I missed him so much and came online and he was on waiting for me as he would send me emails every day and I wouldn't even reply. I then said hi to him and he asked me where id been cause he missed me and was afraid something had happened to me. I told him that I wasn't whom he thought I was, I told him that I was a married woman, and older than him not much but maybe about 4 years older. I also told him that I never loved him all I did was play with his feelings, and of course that was not true. I just told him this so that he would forget about me and not mess with me anymore.

I thought he deserved better. He forgave me for all the lies I had told him and wants me to leave my husband and be with him, but I can't do that I love him yes but I also love my husband. Its like being stuck between 2 breads in a sandwich. I've got my own family with my husband I've got 4 kids and my internet love doesn't know about my children. I feel horrible for lying this way to someone that I didn't intend to fall in love with over the internet. I love him and now I have not heard from him for about 6 months due to me not going online in Messenger. I've now left that behind me and am just living my life, but i sure do miss him so much. I never thought anyone could fall in love over the internet with someone. But its possible.

"Lara"