I couldn't get him out of my mind. Finally, I realized I had nothing to lose so we kept in touch. Every second of every day, I was even more in love with him. A few weeks after he left, I was already planning a summer trip to go see him in Jackson Hole, Wyoming and so I did.....

I just got back from Wyoming a few days ago. I had the best time of my life. Why? Because I spent two weeks with my baby, the love of my life. Everything was so perfect. 

He took me everywhere, I visited the Yellowstone National Park, the mountains were beautiful especially the Grand Teton, everything was so romantic. We were together for our 6 months anniversary which was on July 2nd. I got to sleep next to him in his arms. It was paradise, I couldn't ask for more. We even watched the fireworks together on the 4th of July. All his family and friends were so nice to me. I like his mom as my own mother. They all have big hearts and they were so generous to me. They never treated me as a stranger. I felt like I've known them for years. To make a long story short, it was the best trip of my life until the 13th, the day I had to go back home. Before I left, we talk about us, our relationship and he wrote me a letter....this is what he wrote....

Peaches: You are the one person who has always put a smile on my face. Thank you. I visited you and you came to see me too. It has been very hard to make this happen and I am so thankful that you came to see me. You have to go back home in a couple days. I am very sad that you do because I can't stand being away from you. I know that this is impossible to do since you live so far away. Therefore we have to deal with it anyway. I want to tell you how I feel ok. I think about you all day every day. When I am having a bad day, I think of you so it isn't so bad. I think about everything like how beautiful you are, and how one kiss from you makes my day, and how you don't care if I have money or not. This makes me wish we were older, because nothing could make me happier then being with you. I wish I could make it easier but I can't. So when you leave, we are stuck with the fact that this can't work. And I have to find a way to deal with this 'cause I am so in love with you that writing this makes me cry. I hate having to lose you and I don't want to. I want to still be friends, but I will always love you in the same way that I have. If maybe one day we could be together then I will be a happy man. I will miss you, I love you, Brad.

He will probably kill me when he finds out his letter is on the net but I feel like I need to share our love with every cyber lovers in the world. So we decided to go on different paths. Though he will always be my best friend in the whole world. I will never ever regret our relationship. He changed me in a good way, he made me a better person. So He brought me back to Salt Lake because I had to fly back to Ottawa. It was the hardest thing to do, my heart was broken. We still talk, we still say I love you but we realize we have to meet other people, experience new relationships though I don't think I will ever love someone the way I love him right now. I thank god everyday for having him in my life. I just hope that one day, faith will bring us back together. 

"Julia"

Looking for Part One? It's here.