I couldn't get him out of my mind. Finally,
I realized I had nothing to lose so we kept in touch. Every second of
every day, I was even more in love with him. A few weeks after he left,
I was already planning a summer trip to go see him in Jackson Hole,
Wyoming and so I did.....
I just got back from Wyoming a few days ago. I had the best time of my
life. Why? Because I spent two weeks with my baby, the love of my life.
Everything was so perfect.
His mom picked me up at the airport in Salt
Lake City which is 5 hours away for Jackson because he had to work that
day. She was so nice to me, I was very comfortable talking to her. When
we got home, he was waiting outside and I couldn't believe he was
actually in front of me. We hugged and spent the whole night
He took me everywhere, I visited the
Yellowstone National Park, the mountains were beautiful especially the
Grand Teton, everything was so romantic. We were together for our 6
months anniversary which was on July 2nd. I got to sleep next to him in
his arms. It was paradise, I couldn't ask for more. We even watched the
fireworks together on the 4th of July. All his family and friends were
so nice to me. I like his mom as my own mother. They all have big hearts
and they were so generous to me. They never treated me as a stranger. I
felt like I've known them for years. To make a long story short, it was
the best trip of my life until the 13th, the day I had to go back home.
Before I left, we talk about us, our relationship and he wrote me a
letter....this is what he wrote....
Peaches: You are the one person who has always put a smile on my
face. Thank you. I visited you and you came to see me too. It has been
very hard to make this happen and I am so thankful that you came to see
me. You have to go back home in a couple days. I am very sad that you do
because I can't stand being away from you. I know that this is
impossible to do since you live so far away. Therefore we have to deal
with it anyway. I want to tell you how I feel ok. I think about you all
day every day. When I am having a bad day, I think of you so it isn't so
bad. I think about everything like how beautiful you are, and how one
kiss from you makes my day, and how you don't care if I have money or
not. This makes me wish we were older, because nothing could make me
happier then being with you. I wish I could make it easier but I can't.
So when you leave, we are stuck with the fact that this can't work. And
I have to find a way to deal with this 'cause I am so in love with you
that writing this makes me cry. I hate having to lose you and I don't
want to. I want to still be friends, but I will always love you in the
same way that I have. If maybe one day we could be together then I will
be a happy man. I will miss you, I love you, Brad.
He will probably kill me when he finds out his letter is on the net but
I feel like I need to share our love with every cyber lovers in the
world. So we decided to go on different paths. Though he will always be
my best friend in the whole world. I will never ever regret our
relationship. He changed me in a good way, he made me a better person.
So He brought me back to Salt Lake because I had to fly back to Ottawa.
It was the hardest thing to do, my heart was broken. We still talk, we
still say I love you but we realize we have to meet other people,
experience new relationships though I don't think I will ever love
someone the way I love him right now. I thank god everyday for having
him in my life. I just hope that one day, faith will bring us back
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