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Like the old adage says though - It
takes TWO to tango. So I cannot blame him completely for I can see how
he fell for her. But not 3 weeks after Kris and I broke up he was right
on her. I do however wish them both the best of luck. But neither of
them are in my life anymore.
I have moved on to begin a new life
and to live the best life I can with the new lessons I have learned. I
guess neither of them valued my friendship like I valued theirs. I am
sending you a story you can add to my last one. This story is titled The
End. Thank you so much for posting my story.
"Joe"
The Ending of our story
Kristin and I had gotten off the phone
with each other around 8 PM. When we hung up she was going into a store
to buy some things for her trip to see me. We were so happy, joking and
laughing, planning the trip - all the things a couple do. Around 11:30
PM my time I arrived home from work. Got on my life line to talk to the
woman I love. When I said Hi to her she took a little while to answer
me. I asked if she was busy and she said yes. So I said OK I'll let ya
go and when you can talk let me know," I love you Kris," is what I said.
She in return said "I love you".
That was to be the last time I would hear
her say that to me. From that point on I still do not know exactly what
happened that night. What was joking amongst two friends back in January
turned into my worst nightmare. I HAVE LOST HER. What I did was wrong
and immoral. I don't blame her for being hurt and upset. I love Kris
more then anything on this damn thing we call a world. 19 days from now
Kris and I were to meet. The dream would have reach the next step. I
hope that someday you all can forgive me for what I did to Kris.
Kris, <sigh> I am so sorry. I will leave
you alone from now on. It's clear that we will never be again. Just
remember this OK Kris please; Kris I have wanted nothing more then to
spent the rest of my life with you. I have loved you unconditionally and
I still do. When I asked you to marry me, well you know how I feel about
that, that is something that goes with you for life you can't just take
it back. I will always love you and will always remember the times you
and I have had.
We made to within 19 days Kris, 19 days
and we were to be face to face. You would have seen then, the love that
I have for you. You would have seen it in my eyes as well as in my
touch. I wish we could have met. I really do, because then you would
know. I know I have said this to you over and over Kris but this is
something can never be said to often, You are the woman I have always
dreamed of loving. The times we shared will forever be in my heart as
well as in my soul. I will never love again. The love I have for you is
the love that you are born with to give to just one person, your
soulmate. Well Kris that love was born inside me for you. I will never
love again.
I hope someday you can find it in your heart to forgive me and maybe
someday even think of me. You will always be on my mind as well as in my
heart. As I said before I take FULL BLAME FOR THIS. I was part of a
conversation that never should have happened and for that I cant take it
back but please know I am truly sorry. I have let you all down once
again. Well that's it. Time for me to go. Kristin, I will miss you more
then you will ever know. Just remember : You made me the happiest man on
earth. I love you with all my heart and soul....... I will never forget
you!!
I love you,
"Joe"
Looking for Part One? It's
here.
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