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I was shocked of course, and heart-broken
that he could do this to me. When my parents saw me, they saw how
distraught I was, so they paid for another ticket and sent me to Greece
anyway, but instead to stay with relatives for 2 months.
So 3 days later I went, and told him as
well. He told me as soon as I arrived at the airport he would be there
for me and we would be together. He never came. I called him a week
later to say that I wanted to come and see him. He didn't want me to
come. I knew then that it was over between us, even though it hurt like
hell. So I stayed in Greece for 2 months for a holiday and it was the
best time I ever had. I actually met someone over there and we had the
best time together. He helped me forget about my lost love and get on
with my life.
When I returned to Australia, I heard
from my cyberlove on line. He kept leaving messages for me online and
saying how sorry he was, that he still loved me. He then told me the
truth.
All along he had had a girlfriend. When
he supposedly broke up with her 2 years ago, they got back together and
were together ever since. He loved both of us and couldn't live without
being with her, or without me.
I had a feeling he was lying to me all
along, and I was right. It doesn't make a difference that he was in love
with me. He lied and dragged me into it for nearly 2 years. We're
friends now, talking now and then on the net if ever I come on. I can
happily say 3 months after all of that, I've met an amazing guy and am
really happy with my life.
One thing I have learned is that if there
isn't trust you don't have anything - no matter how much you love each
other. I just know I will never look for love on the net again. It just
hurts too much.
"Bella"
Looking for Part One? It's
here.
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